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Its a fine, almost unnoticeable line.
I have this strong, sudden impulse to just give up on everything that I've been trying to keep together for a long time now and just... really let go and throw away all the yesterdays (eg stop expecting anything out of my friendships with _ and _ because they've obviously hit a plateau). Will it matter to me if everything that seems so important ( Read more... ) -
Will you, won't you, be the one I always know?
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
Insatiable (adjective) - not able to be satisfied.
I don't like it when things end when they get better.
( Past two days = 6D'05 gathering & NYGZ Batch outing ) -
High and dry.
It all felt too surreal; the two hours spent searching for answers, the sleepless night, the monochrome morning, the panic an hour before leaving the house, the two hours I spent waiting for my turn, the dry eyes that hurt so bad, the headache that throbbed so painfully, the slips and mistakes, the underperformance, the faces that had a definite " ( Read more... ) -
(de)Void.
I can't feel with my heart anymore.
Everything feels so empty, it scares me. -
Empty
Past week's been an emotional rollercoaster, mostly with times when I wish I didn't exist ( Read more... ) -
Cripped by the vein that I keep on closing;
you cut me open, and it's draining all of me;
i'll be wearing these scars, for everyone to see.
I haven't been online in 5 days and I can't believe that either. I'm totally out of sync with the Cyber World and I feel so out of touch with everything but anyway here I am blogging to update about my life. Blocks are FINALLY (like zomg) over! The past ( Read more... ) -
Realisations
I've been struggling with emotions I thought still haunted me when actually... I've been fighting a meaningless battle with no one but myself all this while. All this time, I've been rejecting changes and I never appreciated the light change has shed on my life; I've just been blaming myself and everyone around me for the way things have turned out ( Read more... ) -
word vomit
excuse my incoherency now, there're a million thoughts fleeting past me.
(i) CCA today was tiring like crap because I spent 4 hours transcribing a very dense 16 page score. Like, POP goes my eyes~ D8
(ii) i want to go out and... camwhore!!
(iii) i like productive no-life mugging shit with STOCK ^^v
(iv) i got this long long list of Movies-2-Watch this ( Read more... )
